beach tomorrow. beach tomorrow. beach tomoorrrooowwww.
for a week.
it’s gonna be rad.
ahhh yeah.
beach tomorrow. beach tomorrow. beach tomoorrrooowwww.
for a week.
it’s gonna be rad.
ahhh yeah.

oh shitttt.
im on season 5 of Lost now. time for some Island/Time hoppin’.
i freaking hate this part. ugh.
#1295823084 on the list of all things that suck when you live away from your best friends:
when you absolutely most definitely hear their voice or laugh or cough around the corner, and you get exited, just for a split second, and you look. and it’s some random person. and you end up giving them a dirty look (even though they are probably a very nice person). and then your heart goes from being wayyyyy high up in your throat, like almost jumping out of your chest, to wayyyy down low in your stomach.
it happened today. i thought i heard both of them (KHTF and SCPPG). together. which is weird because they wouldn’t be together. but i thought i heard them laughing at eachother. and i looked.
and it felt like a punch in the stomach.
THESE ARE GORGEOUS LET ME DIE
Dear Future Spouse,
We’re doing this.
You don’t have a choice.
Much Love,
Your Fiancee
Colbie Caillat- I do
You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
ben. ohhhh ben.
can we be a family?
annual miller family beach vacation reunion is just around the corner.
we’re off to Palm Island this year, instead of Captiva. it’ll be weird not to be at Captiva (since we go every year). but i don’t even care cause i’m soooo excited to go to the beach for the week. and it’s gonna be gorgeous and i get to see pretty much all of my cousins from this side of the family. and i just am going to leave my computer at home and take tons of pictures.
i want to be there now. but we leave saturday morning. i think i can make it… maybe.
oh oh oh oh ooohh. and we have to take a ferry to the island cause there’s no bridge. ahh yeaahh.
I guess I should give a job search update since I have been flooding my posts with motivational quotes about not giving up and fighting for your dreams blah blah blah…
Still working on contacts at one big company.
Moved to focusing on obtaining a job that is close to the area, any job that…
just you and me kid. chin up. every time i get down about stuff, i think about this one. “if you don’t know where you are going, any road will get you there” - Lewis Carroll.
sometimes i have no idea what it means, but then other times, when i’m really upset or worried or scared, it makes perfect sense.