so it’s been a while since i’ve actually posted anything on my own.
i know, i’ve been slacking with pictures. you will be flooded soon, i promise.
but i just wanted to say that things have been rough lately. but they’ve also been wonderful. and scary. and halarious. and frustrating. and lovely. and i don’t know if that will ever change. but it’s like everything is in fast forward and i’m just a little behind.
like in dance class. when you would miss that one step in the really fast part. and so you had to kind of jump in when you could. and so every once in a while you were right in step with everyone else. and the choreography was perfect. but then you would misstep again and just have to watch everyone move around you while you struggled to jump back in at the right time and not look like an idiot doing so.
that’s how i feel lately. sometimes i’m wonderful and on top of things and great. and then sometimes i’m playing catch up for days or entire weeks at a time.
but i think i’m finally starting to realize that maybe that’s life. and that sometimes the more important things are to take a few hours and spend it with a good friend instead of stressing about finding an internship or studying for a test. i know i might regret that decision later. maybe i will have wished i had worked harder to get things done. but right now being able to walk away from all the stress and just go watch silly movies with a few wonderful people is whats doing it for me. so how could i walk away from that?